MiStAkE... no more

i made a mistake
to call u my own.
i made a mistake
to trust u bloke.
yeah...
i made a mistake
i dint listen to my soul.
i made a mistake
to call ur heart my home.
but thr r no regrets now
cuz iv learnt frm my mistakes.
& m smiling lyk nethn
m smiling fr my own sake.
& i dnt cry or whine nemore
i feel lyk a more blessed soul......
yes m a blessed soul !!!!

UR ONE IN A MILLION..........

It all started in the blink of an eye
it tuk only a moment to chum up wid ya
i noe wht iv got my bosom friend
really feels gud on d inside
to have someone lyk u to believe in
wen i talk, u listen 2 me
mk me laugh at ur silliest stuffs
dnt get angry wen i ask u to go away
keep ur cool even in d worst f situations
wanna thank u fr all dat
wanna thank u fr being my boon companion....
i value r frndship above nethn else
ur d apple f my eye,i cnt deny
widout you im jz lyk a sky widout sun....
For ya, thrz nthn i wdnt give
nthn cn eva stop me to luv u to bits...
thru every tear, i try to smile
every tym i c tht sparkle in ur eyes......
its u who keeps telling me every single tym
baby,thrz no red light in the lyf..
ur not jz a pal who noes my deepest thotz
not jz a sm1 whoz always by my side
ur actually a music to my lyrics
a soul tht cn save another one lyk me
U noe d secrets i cd neva tell
u noe me bttr thn... me,myself n i............
ur always thr to pacify wid ur velvet touch
how lucky m i to find a diamond in d rough
hw lucky hv i been to found a one in a million
yes, cuz ur one in a million
its wen u n me 2gthr.........
every moment bcms a silent conversation
n d tym pretends tht it'll neva end
n emotions churn up the hearts f 2 frnz
itz wen u n me 2gthr..............
we cn brighten d nights darker thn ebony
own all the tym in d world to share r probz
n suddenly bcm a barrel f laughs........
but wen i c tht fear in ya eyes
a fear f losing me sm day...
a thot f face'n dis cold world widout me...
i try more n more...
to express my true feelings f care n luv
to let ya noe each passing day ...
dat ur one in a million to me
my dear mate f all times
wana whisper smth in ur heart
in case thrz no 2nd chance to tell ya dat..
ur second to none
ur second to none...!!
even if my days on earth wr thru
i'll be out thr waiting fr you
jz fr my true boon companion to arrive
n get back wht's already mine
n get back my one in a million!!!!
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random thotz.............

i wanna noe whtz gud 4 me
jz close my eyes
shake d stress away
do things i'd neva do
luk 4 sm1 bttr than you....
i wanna let it go
lose it all
wanna paint the town red
party everyday
jz let d music play
shake all d stress away
no more f listen'n 2 sound of my tears
nothing to say, nothing to hear
wanna feel life like a song
wanna feel it in my soul
lose contol
let it go..
just go..
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oops! i did it...........

whtz special abt d day :: anki's bday
venue:: anki;s treat @ hotstuff



ME :Darn it! keys g..gg.. gone...... buhooooooo
Y@MZ : what?? what was that???? ....
ME : i left my keys in the purse and the purse in the dikki and the dikki is...
Y@mz : lemme complete.... and the dikki is now auto-locked... oh blast....gr8!!!!!!!
ME: it was a darn stupid thing to do :( .... hell's bells , can't i do nething rt??
Y@mz: now how to take the blessed keys out....

yeah... now what do you expect when u have jz savored pav-bhaji & a choco -cup -not at hotstuff and now bcoz of ur one stupid act.... messed up all goody-goody mood...

neways.... it tuk ages ( equivalent to an hour and a half) to get the thing done...wht a business!.... but at the cost of an earbashing from dad (who had to come leaving all his official work behind), of my coaching class, of my frn's inconvenience... [ANd a thing to add -was really pleased to c so many helping hands from nowhere trying everything under the sun to solve the prob.....]

but the secret part of it z that i enjoyed it ( retaining my i-blv-in-jz-gud-in -everythn-tht- i -c factor.)... the way it all happenned .... reminds me how unpredictable life can get,,,, ;)
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DEATH...........

Death is never an end
Niether a great loss in life
Its the beginning of new steps
As without it there can be no life
Nothing can happen more beautiful than death
Its as necessary as a man's growth itself
The only fear we haven't succeeded to vulgarise
So caste off the fear of death and live a full life...................
- shrutz